Posts Tagged ‘work’

Google shirts

Wednesday, April 20th, 2005

I’ve accumulated so many Google shirts that it’s often all I wear to work — I’m a lazy dresser. This is fine at work, but sometimes I feel a little awkward outside of work. I was at the grocery store tonight after my Korean lesson. The guy behind me in line says, you work at Google, pointing to my shirt, and I said yes, and he said lucky you. This isn’t the first time someone’s said that to me and I always wonder what exactly they mean. Lucky me because Google’s an awesome place to work? Or lucky me cause you think I’ve made money on the IPO? If it’s the former, then yay! lucky me! If it’s the latter, I didn’t go full time until after the IPO. I sort of have this desire to tell people that.

I had a cashier at Long’s tell me once how lucky I was to work there; when did I start? About a year ago. Oh! Before the IPO. So lucky. What university did you graduate from? USC. It’s a question my mother would’ve asked. I wanted to tell her I started there before the IPO, but was a contractor for almost a year before I went full time. But what right does she have to that additional information about me? I guess in some way I want to comfort her — to let her know that she may think I’m luckier than her, but I’m not really. I’m a lot like her — just a working girl with bills to pay. Maybe I like my job and the company I work for more than she likes hers, but we’re really not so different at all.

More misc crap…

Thursday, October 7th, 2004

Shaun of the Dead = Funny. They did an excellent job building up anticipation.

I had an excellent day — had a really good lunch with a good friend — he and I are very in sync in the way we think about things. I love talking to him because of that — because he gets everything. He made a comment that’s been stuck with me all day — that I’m coming full circle. It’s funny and sort of true. I’m jazzed about work again and got to work on something fun for me all day. I found my motivation again — real motivation. It’s different than the motivation that I started the job with, but it’s working.

New search engine. It’s got a lot of stuff on the page. I’m not a big fan of that. How often are you going to need to sort search results by domain? Why so many different types of ratings? I do like the related keywords though. That’s pretty cool.

Interviews

Friday, August 20th, 2004

I had a 3.5 hour interview yesterday. Including the drive out there and back I felt like that’s all I did yesterday. I was really nervous about talking to the tech guy because the person who set up the interview said he’d be really tough and was a curmudgeon. Curmudgeon I don’t mind, tough makes me nervous. And, of course, he’s the only person’s who’s feedback I’m interested in. I’m not very good at selling myself. It sort of scares me to death. But it turned out he liked me and thought I had the technical chops. Woohoo!

And New Scientist emailed me and said the Senior Editor wants to meet and chat with me!! I’m sure they sent that email out to all their San Francisco subscribers, but I’m so excited about meeting and talking to that guy. Must catch up on my New Scientist reading…

Hey, Google IPO’ed yesterday!

Weekend’s end

Monday, July 26th, 2004

Long weekend over; looking forward to work. I saw a girlfriend of mine I haven’t seen in months. She got into a new relationship about a year ago and I’ve only seen her a few times since then. And I’ve started a couple of new jobs in that time frame and I always tend to get really sucked into a new job for some months so I haven’t really been available either. But it was so nice to see her and catch up — I feel like she always understands where I am in life. And I like that — that not having to explain everything. And I like to know there are other people who go through and think about the same shit I do.

It’s been a strange month for people around me. Losing loved ones, losing freedoms, losing jobs, momentarily losing their sense of reason. And it’s funny how you tend to want to group things like this together because somehow it will make more sense if we try to attribute some greater force to a set of random, mischievous events. There is not bad karma clogging up the air, there is no grand scheme of punishment, no bad juju. I am not the central point of outwardly radiating bad luck or misfortune. Things just happens. Nothing to do with me or anything else.

The weekend has been a whirlwind of movies, movies, movies. Gangs of New York — really sucky and really long. Half way through the movie, they threw in a brothel orgy scene to try to keep your attention for the second half. Seemed to work for us. Bourne Identity, Bourne Supremacy both excellent movies. The Fast and the Furious. Could watch that over and over again. Must rent 2 Fast 2 Furious. Starsky and Hutch — funny as hell. Ed says I’m really a 12 year old boy.

Shot in the bum

Tuesday, April 6th, 2004

I had the funniest thing happen to me at work today — the toilet quite unexpectedly squirted water at me while I was urinating. Hit me right in the bum at full pressure — I was stunned, then immediately thought of a story I’d heard about a woman who got stuck on the toilet because the bum rinsing function wouldn’t turn off and she sat there and sat there and finally just got up and out as fast as she could but still managed to get her clothes soaked. It doesn’t really seem right that these toilets have the power to squirt back at you. Luckily, mine shut off when I hit the “off” button. I managed to get out dry.

First day at Google

Monday, March 29th, 2004
  1. Toilet seat warmers that made me giggle non-stop the first time I sat on them.
  2. All you can eat trail mix — most new employees gain an average of 15 pounds after they start working at Google.
  3. Coffee, espresso, milk — and engineers who explain how to make the perfect cup every time.
  4. A workstation named “bo-kitty” that I log into as “kat”.
  5. Working next to my best friend — and keeping him honest :)

Going to Google

Wednesday, March 10th, 2004

I got offered a temporary job at Google last week and deliberated for three days then decided to go with it. I won’t go into all the factors that concerned me in my mental mastications, but it wasn’t an easy decision. I’m almost as emotionally attached to Google as I am to EFF, but in the end I couldn’t turn away the challenge of the work I’d be doing at Google.

What I found interesting in all of this — in dicussions about the possibility of working there — is the peripheral excitement that I felt around me as I had conversations with various people — my close friends, a couple of work buddies, some other Googlers. Everyone was excited for me. Everyone, of course, would support me in whatever decision I made, but gosh, they were excited about Google.

And I thought about how emotional attachments can skew your perspective, alter your decisions, make subtle changes in the way you analyze the cost-benefit of a particular situation. Places like EFF, Google, Friendster, and countless others — like Apache, Amazon, Powells, Netscape (still!)…they all have a special place in my heart. Why did I take a webmaster job at EFF when I knew I’d be bored out of my mind? Because it was EFF. And I didn’t really want to leave EFF, but I couldn’t turn away the offer of an interview at Google. And when Friendster emailed me, I entertained them, too. Not because I wanted to leave, but because it was Friendster. And why would I leave the security and comfort of not so challenging, but incredibly emotionally fulfilling full-time job for a temporary gig? Because it’s Google. And I can’t pass up that opportunity. Now that I am leaving, I’m sad to be going. But I’m also excited about the new things I’ll be developing at Google, too.